I HATE VDAY...
(To those who don't wanna get depressed, then do not continue reading)
I never think that vday is that special, even when i was 17 and i received my first supposingly vday gift from a guy (i was fr a gals sch)...As i grow older, this day to me was friendship day as all my fellow girl frens are all like me...single and free...(my concept is this day can only be spent with very good frens or my that special one). When i know my ex bf 2yrs back, i thought finally i can spend this day more fulfilling, however, i realised its nothing much.
Last year's vday was spend at home, engrossed in work. Today i initially wanted to spend it at home too after school, but went out for dinner with a very good fren.The streets are filled with so many lovey dovey couples with flowers in their hands....i felt damm bloody uncomfortable and in addition i keep harboring the thought that i have not finished my assignment. Therefore after dinner, i decide i must escape from this "reality", i must go home!
Ok, i have no dates so wat!(i just cannot go out with anyone that i have no feelings for rite and my girl frens now mostly attached...), no vday gifts, no flowers (i 'm not crazy about flowers but...peer pressure works)...
I am starting to feel more and more inferior and less confident of myself. Sometimes i wonder should i just continue in my search for my 理想情人 "dream lover"or just accept anyone that comes into my life....haiz...
3 comments:
Hi, won't reveal my identity though i read yr blog regularly heehee...Don't really know u veri well...more of a hi-bye friend i would say...
my opinion is one should go for their ideal Mr Right...stick to who u have always wanted...unless it's unrealistic criterias!
likewise, always find u to be a cheerful and pleasant gal...You will have no problem finding your Mr Right, no doubt about it! :o)
Hi gal, dun be too affected... I used to be single for a long long time after my first relationship. All my close frens were attached too and i reali felt lonely then,thinking y i am the only one? I think tat's wen i started meeting the wrong pple coz i was under peer pressure too and was too eager to welcome new pple which is a no no, coz unworthy pple will only leave ugly marks in your life...Then wen i'm finally so sick of meeting any more new pple, the right one slowly pops into my life, out of nowhere...unexpected!
Enjoy ur single life...coz it will never come back after u find the right one....which you definately will.
Well, if it's any consolation, I spent V-day alone in the library doing research for my assignment. Haven't spent a SINGLE v-day with anyone special before! So there are people in worse situations than you haha . . . take care and keep in touch!
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